Chronique d'une mort annoncée ....
The one who was losing [his] religion ....
Mercredi 29 Septembre 2004 à 10h43
Les jours défilent à une vitesse ... Déjà fin septembre ... Bientôt un an d'inactivité ... Il m'arrive de recevoir des réponses négatives à mes demandes pour du boulot ... Bon, au moins, ca veut dire qu'il y a des offres même si elles sont minces, c'est mieux que rien ... Que faire ? Continuer à chercher dans le domaine que je souhaite ? Changer ? Mais pour aller où ? Je deteste être buté à ce point ...
Losing my religion ... Non, pas la religion au sens propre mais mes idées, mes convictions, mes valeurs ... Elles s'envolent ... Bientôt, il n'y en aura plus ... Cette solitude me bouffe.
Ai-je envie de sortir ? Pour quoi faire ? Ai-je envie de prendre d'autres rateaux ? Pourquoi ? Sortir, aller voir du monde ... Ca peut être amusant quand on ne connait pas le futur ... Dans mon cas, je sais déjà que ca sera le vent force 10 lol. Alors, franchement, pour quoi faire ? Donc que faire ?
Rien ... Plus rien je pense et se résigner ...
Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up
That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up
Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
But that was just a dream
That was just a dream
That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
But that was just a dream
That was just a dream
REM, Losing my religion
Zeppelin
